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We said to meet up 2 weeks later which was Sunday (19 Feb 2012) to study Econs @ AMK Drive thru Mac since prelim and exams are coming. We met up at the bus stop and while heading to the mac, I told her I was curious on what happened. As on V Day (14 Feb 2012), when I wished her and “I” to have a good celebration, she told me that they had broke up. I was puzzled, but I did not ask her right away. I thought maybe it’s too personal as we weren’t really close to the extent yet. But curiosity killed me, I asked and she told me, but did not go too in-depth. As our purpose of meeting is to study for Econs which we really did, however most of the time we are catching up on some of the “happening” at ex-company.
I got to admit, I really miss ex-company. If it’s not the office politics issue, I would probably still with ex-company. However, I am really glad to know a group of nice colleagues which I will really like to keep in contact. I’m thankful for the knowledge and guidance that I received from them. This is getting out of topic.
We studied for quite a long time. When sky turned dark, we actually got bored so we decided to chit-chat. She shared more on what happened between them and kind of emphasized that none of them are right or wrong which I agree but she said “I” is selfish. At first, I agreed with her but actually no. She should have noticed something is wrong when “I” asked for the “request”. And no, can’t blame her for not notice it, she is just respecting. OMG! LOVE is so CONFUSING! She said still half-way, her face turned red and she cried. I didn’t know what to do; I have never seen her cry before. I passed her tissue, after she calmed down, she continue to share.
She also shared that it’s karma on what have happened, her ex tried all means but to no verge. Now she is going thru the same thing. When she shared with me, I was frightened. I fear the same thing will happen to me, for my cruel but self-protecting action. She also added on, “I will have my karma. And the coming bf will be bad but next one will be better.” At that point of time, I was like sian diao! But I tell myself, I need to find a bf who loves me more than I love him. MMMM! This is so hard!
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